Are they out to get me?

Sometimes I wonder. No communication is worse than hearing something you don't want to hear. Knowing where one stands. Knowing what value they bring. It's all critical. I just question, what do they think? I wonder why I care. He never did. Telling me no truth meaning it was no lie. It's somewhat the same, just different. Thankful, no. Redirected questions bother. Let people make decisions - my brain hurts.

Just push through, keep working through. It's just a game - and I'm not sure I want to play but I can win, there is no doubt.